1. |
I Do and Don't
03:07
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Every time I come home
My lungs are getting smaller
'Cause time is moving so fast
And my friends are feeling farther
I do and don't miss coming home
Every time I come home
My lungs are getting smaller
'Cause time is moving so fast
And my friends are feeling farther and farther away
I do and don't miss coming home
I do
I do
I don't
I do
I don't
I do
I don't
I do
I don't
I do and don't miss coming home
I do and don't miss coming home
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2. |
November
03:37
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There's always someone at the door
There's always someone on the steps of the porch
No one knows what he's here for
Or they know and just forget
'Cause its hard to hold on to your dreams
And its hard 'cause life is faster than it seems
And you'll try to move on
And you'll try for so long
So the next time that you're bored
When you realize home's not home anymore
Take a step right out the door
You should go before you forget
'Cause its hard to hold on to our dreams
And its hard 'cause life is faster than it seems
And we'll try to move on
And we'll try for so long
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3. |
2009
01:39
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4. |
Peanut Butter Crackers
02:52
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Peanut butter crackers and a bottle of gin
I've got a long weekend ahead of me
Saw you at a party that I didn't attend
I'm a thousand miles away
Every minute of my past
Is on the corner of my desk
And though its clear when I look back
There's no way to see ahead
Every summer every year we were invincible
Now I'm hitting 28 and I've got bills to pay
Every minute of my past
Is on the corner of my desk
Every second good or bad
It all makes me who I am
Every minute of my past
Makes me who I am
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5. |
King Sized Bed
02:36
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6. |
Waiting Game
03:11
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I'm gonna get through this
I'm gonna be fine
It's okay to get mad, it's okay to be angry
Okay to take my time
I think about it every day
So many things about me I could change
I think about it every day
So many things about me I could change
I'm gonna get through this
I'm gonna be fine
It's okay to get mad, it's okay to be angry
Okay to feel out of my mind
I think about it every day
So many things about me I could change
I think about it every day
So many things about me I could change
I spent so much time
Wishing I would die
Years pass and things change
So fast and so strange
I spent so much time
Wishing I would die
Years pass and things change
So fast and so strange
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7. |
I Swear
02:27
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I've been growing up
Or maybe I just think I have
Am I old enough
To feel so bad
Thanks for reaching out
Sorry I didn't call you back
I'm just kinda tired
and a little bit sad
Is it so bad if I want to stay at home?
Sorry, not today
I'll see you when I see you
Yes, I feel okay
And that's the truth
I feel fine
This time I really mean it
I don't feel so bad
But it took time
All these years
Trapped in my head
Is it so bad if I want to stay in bed?
I was, I was lonely for a while
I swear, it gets better over time
I feel, I feel better than before
I still, I still feel lonely all the time
I was lonely for a while
I swear, it gets better over time
I feel, I feel better than before
I still, I still feel lonely all the time
I swear, I swear, I swear
I swear, I swear, I swear
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8. |
PS13 Track 17
02:23
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9. |
Disease of Kings
03:36
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Twenty four months and I still can't fuckin' walk right
Never felt so useless, never in my damn life
Take my time, try to heal, always mending
Getting stuck in my mind, never ending
I pick myself apart
When there's no end in sight
It's hard to feel at rest
When I can't sleep at night
Body feels broken
Brain follows suit
Can't do a damn thing
Can't hardly move
Hold on I'm drowning
It's too rough to swim
Bring me to shore now
My minds wearing thin
Maybe if I try just a little bit harder
I can swim to the shore and get out of the water
But it feels like I'm sinking down to the bottom of the sea
I'm so tired I can't think; this isn't who I want to be.
I pick myself apart
When there's no end in sight
It's hard to feel at rest
When I can't sleep at night
Body feels broken
Brain follows suit
Can't do a damn thing
Can't hardly move
Hold on I'm drowning
It's too rough to swim
Bring me to shore now
My minds wearing thin
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10. |
Mom's House
01:48
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11. |
Midwest
03:05
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When I get back
I'm gonna throw a party
Yeah I'm gonna get trashed
Need all my friends all in one place
It went by too fast
Tryna relive those days
These last four years I've looked to the past
Tryna figure myself out and how I got to where I am
I found myself, I fell in love, and now its time to come back
I miss my mom, I miss my dog, I miss the life that I had
I think I've finally learned to be the person that I want to be
Independent of all the friends that constantly surrounded me
But now I've got a void inside that cuts like a knife
I need the warmth, I need the laughter, I need friends in my life
Ohhh, did I miss out? Did I make a mistake?
Will I come back and find out everyone changed?
They all moved on and now they don't need me.
Ohhh, overthinker! What do I worry for?
Yeah, we're still cool, they never closed their doors
I think I'm done now, can't be here anymore
I just wanna go home
Bike around the whole town
Order food and get stoned
Pass out on the fucking couch
Yeah!
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